My FightLost in your eyes, I find myselfUnable to free myself from this doubtI seek to quell the love in my heartNot wanting again to be torn apartWhy do you gaze at me with those eyesThey merely fill my head full of liesDespite my struggle I'm losing it seemsFighting so hard to you from my dreamsI know that there is a plan for our livesWill you be the one to stand at my sideTrapped in these thoughts no exit at handI want to escape to a far away landMy calling binds me, it's here I must standPraying to God I'll find rest in His hand
All for OneYou eat me aliveWhen I least expectI scream out loudAnd you don't hear a soundWhile I'm calling your nameYou can never be foundI find you in the darkSeeking my arms for comfortMy reassurance you wantMy guidance you findI love you my dearDespite all your fearYou want to be closeYet stand back at mostYou want all my loveAnd to look past my pain
The DarknessI breath in the darknessOf loss and pain and regretIf I could only keep my promiseAnd hold onto your wordsIf only I could find a wayTo bring peace to you somedayI want only but to help youAnd to keep my wants awayPainfully I instruct youWhile my bias hides insideSomeday is too lateTomorrow is all too nearHope is all but lostThe pain is all too real
The Hardest PartIn the wake of all my loss you sayThat "All You've sought is far away,You need to leave your heart today,And forget about the past someway"You say "There's hope that's here to stay,That she will come somehow, some way."Although you can't assure the dateI believe in truth your words, with faithThe passion that I pour in vainShould be at Him, the Light, the WayIn all my ways I must seek HimAnd not this affection I seek insteadHe will guide my life you sayIf I would keep my "wants" at bayHe will crush my pain this dayIf I'll just let Him fight His way
SongI fall in love with songsThat speak the essence of my soulIf the words fit so perfectlyThey make my heart unfold'Cause I love the best of truthI win and lose all the sameWith every word I want to screamI try to move onBut keep playing backThe song in my headWithout the any regretTo if Ill laughOr if I'll cryWow there I go againReleasing my thoughts upon the worldAnd to everyone I meetIt's all so ****ed upUnless God himself intervenesI put music into the placeThat only her love will ever fillWasting all my time just listeningAnd fighting about who killed the "we"All these thoughts run through my headAbout how I feel when she's standing just aheadOr what I'll feel when she's staring right at himAnd worst of allI really did fallWhen she wasn't there to help at allShe was always mine firstBut is now forever lostTo the abyss that cameIn the wake of lossShe was my womanBut there she goesOff to enjoy her honeymoonHolding his hand not my own
YouI hear your words but cant make their sound.I feel your touch but cant turn around.I see your face but you're nowhere to be found.I fear I am sinking but I stand on solid ground.It may seem I'm winning but the enemy still pounds.